Hello.
First of all, I'm not pro-anorexia or pro-bulimia or any other eating disorder. This blog is my reminder of my bad days, of my problems and of my life basically. The only reason I keep the last binge, last cut and last purge is because I don't want to forget what I'm overcoming.
I'm having troubles with my weight, yes. I don't like my body image, I don't like myself.
I have tried to kill myself twice.
I do hear things that don't exsist and I see things that are not there. I'm scared all the time. I'm cold and most of the time I don't really talk to anybody.
But I'm fine.


Hight : 5 foot 3 inches (160cm)
HW: 115 lbs (52 kg)
LW: 86 lbs (39 kg)
CW: 106 lbs (48 kg)
GW: 86 lbs (39 kg)
GW2: 77 lbs
Last binge : everyday
Last cut : /
Last vomit: November 2011
Last purge (laxitives) : October 2011